Happy once in a Blue Moon, Super Blue Moon that happens to land on my 40th birthday.

It’s a hell of a thing, as I feel timeless, enthusiastic and energetic. Age indeed, is just a number and I am going to share from a vulnerable place just why my birthday means so much to me…

When I was a teenager, climbing through windows and lying to folk in over 21’s clubs in Soho I could never celebrate my birthday as everyone I knew thought I was a different age, all starting at least 8 years older than my birth certificate. I led a weird double life where lovers, friends, and holiday pals all thought I was someone else…

Many near misses happened including be I.D’d in LA when I was 17 and everyone I was with in the 30’s-50’s thought I was 24 and were fighting security on my behalf as I had stupidly left my passport at home!

However, rock and roll this all sounds, it was just to cover up the reckless relationship I had with myself and life in general. I had a pretty strong death wish which made me both the life and soul of the party, an exciting risk taker and desperately unhappy, not in that order. But when I was 26 all this changed…

The man I loved and shared a 1 bed home with in Kings Cross, took my birthday as the day to reveal his true colours, in blazing technicolor… (trigger warning) …

Long story short, he spent the evening of my birthday holding me captive in the bathroom of our flat torturing me. I was left with really bad PTSD and an 18-month crown court case where he was facing ten years… Because I thought I would die…because I eventually worked through the PTSD to realise I needed to change my life starting with my relationship with me at the very core and connection to life…I now take my BIRTH-DAY as sacred. And so… I am choosing to write to you from this space in real-time. As this journey has led me to the work I do now…

I realise how precious each day is, how much growth, transformation and joy is possible. And that each of us, can most certainly get to be the butterfly.. I am lit up by working with groups and individuals who want to be the change by shaking their lives up, going deep and allowing themselves to live from the place of that possibility being their reality…

If this speaks to you, read on…

CATALYST is opening its doors for the final time this year. It runs from the beginning of October for 12 weeks and ends on the Winter Solstice.

If you are ready to live the heck out of your life in the most beautiful way possible let’s have an honest, open chat to see if we are a good fit…

Heads up, prices will be shifting in January to reflect the depth of the work and extra investment and training I have taken up. So if you are feeling a yes, time may well be working in your favour to lean in now. If you are curious and want to know more if it is right for you, book a complimentary call here 👈

IN-PERSON:

I am super excited about talking at the final festival of my mini tour: Heart of the Rose! A few tickets are up for grabs at this intimate women’s festival with an awesome lineup on a ley line, surrounded my wild deer. I mean!

I will be blasting doubts and sharing an important and life-changing mindset, tools and personal experience of:

HEALING YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH MONEY!
I will be at:
❤All About Love – Thank you, especially to all those who came in the wind and the mud.
❤Medicine – Thank you to the many of you came, especially the ones who laughed at my jokes, and cried at the reasliations popping. It was amazing to have such an engaged audience. All the ‘meh’ reactions welcome too 🙂
❤Heart of the Rose – Can’t wait!
(more details here)

Big Love,
Helen ❤️❤️❤️